Engaging

03 October, 2007

Today is not a happy hump day.

I want to be at home so badly right now. I have no desire to be on travel anymore. I was fine on Monday and yesterday went quickly which was good. Then I laid down to go to bed last night and I just really wanted to be in my own bed with Justin. That carried over to this morning and I just woke up with this overwhelming longing to be at home. I get to head home tomorrow, so that gives me something to look forward to. I do have to drive all the way to Baltimore tomorrow from here to go to a charity event with Jason and Holly. Then home. It will be a long day. But then it is friday, I have a doctor's appointment in the morning. And I am thinking (praying) that Monday is a holiday for my office.

I am just sad/depressed/emotional and want to be at my own house, on my own schedule, eating my own normal food. I am sick of living out of restaurants attempting to select the most healthy thing that I can find on the menu or just giving up and going to subway. And the worst part is that I shouldn't even be here. I haven't gotten my security clearance so I cannot log onto their system, so all I am doing is my own normal work through VPN into my office. So far, there is absolutly no reason that I am NC. Maybe my clearance will come through today...maybe not, maybe this whole week is a waste of my time.

Blah.

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